A strangely emotional roller-coaster kind of a day. I had a bit of a melt down and was all over the charts...crying, angry, hurt, stupid... sigh...
Everything is okay now. And I feel exhausted from it all. But I'm still awake and sitting at the damned computer. And I really am tired and need sleep. I've been doing a little better (now and then) about getting to bed at a decent hour (for me). But not the last few nights. I'm blaming it on all the recuperating naps I've been taking. But I can tell you right now, it needs to stop.
Got a call from someone today who's battling and struggling. Part of me wants to just say--stop fighting. That may not be the right answer this time, and I'm glad I took the time to think about it first.
Found out that a friend who just lost her husband a few months ago has been diagnosed with cancer herself. She seems very flippant about it. That worries me a little...
Got 2 phone calls on Friday from people who care about me and I have not bothered to return either of them. No particular reason...just haven't done it. My bad. Feels like something weird is going on in the old melon...
Today I was fantasizing about the local farm store getting their chicks in and how I was going to go get about 20 of them. I don't know that I really want 20, but it sounds like a nice number.
I had a curious episode of intestinal distress (shall we call it)...something I have not had through this entire time of being sick. Hit me with a vengeance today. stomach cramps and the whole nine yards. Seems to be gone now...I'm supposed to go back to MissB's tomorrow.
I am still coughing a little and tired. But mostly feeling much better. I did have a rather sore throat when I first woke up this morning, but it didn't last long. I thought maybe from sleeping and breathing through my mouth..
There are sure a lot of people sick with this (and variations of this) around here and around the country.
I am obviously babbling and need sleep. Good night, friends of the page...I will be better in the morning.