Showing posts with label rains. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rains. Show all posts

Monday, May 7, 2012

Rainy Day Woman...

Lazy Day woman, that is.

  This mornings rain made it really hard to get out of bed this morning. At about 6 AM I was awakened by a nasty charley horse in my calf, and my screeching brought the Irishman running in to rub down my leg, as much as I could stand for him to touch it.  Need to get some bananas.  It subsided quickly enough and though it's still a little sore to touch, it was enough of an excuse to make me snuggle back into the covers and sleep for another two and a half hours.

  Finally I was up, if not completely att'em.  Slow going for awhile...as I piddled and had coffee and mucked about.  Now it's 1 in the afternoon and I have a load of laundry going and some oats toasting in the oven to make a batch of granola.  I need to vacuum ion a bit, and maybe dust...doesn't look like there's much I can do outside as it's still raining off and on--a soft rain, as the Irish call it.  But we have enough granola bars for a few more days, so I can put those off until later in the week.  A slow and easy kind of a day. I have to go somewhere tonight after supper and then tomorrow night too. I'll probably not leave the house the rest of the week. lol  I am so grateful that I love my home and I love being in my house.

  Somedays  I feel so blessed to have my life. lol  I mean this one--where I am a bit crippled up, so it's justifiable that I never jump on projects and go like a madwoman until they're finished. Perfectly. There's always the off chance that I would have grown out of that kind of behavior...maybe.  But it doesn't matter...my Creator decided it was time to stop me in my tracks, as it were.  To pull the plug on that working life where I never had enough time to do anything but work and sleep (it seemed like) and enough money to easily get by.  Now I have all the time in the world, just enough money to squeak by month to month, and no energy or physical ability to do so much.  And all that really means is that I have to prioritize my world better...so, I work a bit and rest a bit and work a bit and do as good a job as I can do and let it go.  The old perfectionist has left the building.My house doesn't have to be drill sargent inspection clean. Tidied up is good enough most days. Or, clean enough to be healthy and dirty enough to be happy, as my little wall trivet says. lol  

   Time to go stir the granola.  It's in the oven now, toasting away. Full of yummy stuff like flax seeds and dried cranberries and almonds and walnuts and sunflower seeds and rolled oats. And honey and barley malt syrup for sweetening. It's never the same twice...sigh...lol


    The honeysuckle has just exploded around here.  I went out last night to shut the chickens up and it was so humid and the scent hung on the air heavy enough to take your breath away.  It was wonderful...all the flowers are blooming like crazy and my potatoes need strawing--I might go out there and see if I can't at least do that a little later. It's pretty wet out there, still misting...I really need to get out and scrub down that chicken coop too...sigh...

   Yesterday we went to lunch with a friend after the meeting, then drove out to Godfrey to the open house at the La Vista Community Gardens. That was great. By the time we got home it was clouding up and we kind of lost all motivation to get anything done. So while the Irishman lolled about on the couch, I decided to make crackers to go with the big salads we were having for supper.  Found a really easy recipe and made a batch and we ate and then we were done for . lol   I'm feeling kind of like I should accomplish SOMETHING today...anything....lol

   So, I'll do a little laundry, make a little granola, vacuum a little and have supper ready by 6 PM. Not sure what I'm having, but it'll come to me--one thing you can bank on--it's gonna involve that big bowl of already cooked brown rice that's in the fridge.  


   Have a grand (if moist) day !!!


Namaste.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

A Tough Tuesday

Hmmm...good thing I'm flexible. I got next to nothing done today...felt puny all day... Didn't plant the tiger lilies, didn't go to class. sigh... Feeling better this evening, but who knows. It's supposed to rain again Thursday, so I have got to get those flowers in the ground tomorrow.

Feeling grateful that I can arrange my world enough to be ill and take care of myself.

Grateful to be feeling better tonight.

Remembering all the times when I couldn't/wouldn't take care of myself because of work, kids, etc.
Remember that crazy idea I had that I'd be just as sick at home as I would be at work, so I might as well be getting paid.

I was thinking earlier in the evening about something I read in the book Amazing Universe for the class we're taking, it said that the Sioux tradition reminds us, all creatures EXCEPT the human are born knowing how to live in harmony. The human must learn this skill. ..

To let respect for differences gradually replace fear of differences is a challenging task. I was reading a blog I happened onto the other day, and the writer was saying something about one of her small children saying something very derogatory about Obama and how cute she seemed to think it was. And I just think, God, save us! This is how this shite goes on and on and is passed from generation to generation. When does it stop? Don't you want better for your children? Aren't the 40's and 50's OVER yet? Just when I want to think that mankind has begun to evolve, I read something like this and it makes me cry. The face of racism is the ugliest thing I have ever seen. And I have seen a lot of it in my years on the planet. And the thing that kills me about it all is this:
WHAT WE DO TO OTHERS, WE DO TO OURSELVES.

You cannot escape the truth of that. Humankind is connected by DNA and atoms and energy particles. We are all one in a swirling cosmic dance of joy and delight. I loved it the first time I read about molecules being "excited"--I jumped up and yelled Yes-Yes they are!!! And so am I!! lol I find a great reality in that childish taunt "I know you are, but what am I ?" I am you and you are me and we are God and God is us...and the laws of Quantum Physics are proving that every day. It makes us all sacred and holy and when I lash out at my brother, in thought word or deed, I am lashing out at God. When I don't teach my children to respect people and to be kind and to be loving toward everyone on their path, then I am sorely remiss in my duties as a parent.

Sheesh. Okay--off the soapbox.
That was a lot of energy for late in the evening, lol.

May we all be blessed with love.

Namaste.